F is on the board!
Unexpectedly, F is leading the board towards an uncertain end. Unforeseeable future is waiting for me. This time, leading me to nowhere which I don't even know too.
Question in my mind was:
Should I have control over the board?
But now, since the situation has changed, the question in my mind should be:
Do I have the ability to take control over the ship?
Seems like situation that has never come into my mind is here to challenge & examine me & my strength. I do not wish for anything or even luck. I do only wish for the strength to provide me to progress and gain the required ability to change the destiny that I can see currently. I... I do not wish to see something that I do not want to see. Oh God, please. This time I really need Your help. I noticed one thing in my life, which is threatening my future. It's so similar to... drug. I can't believe it, without taking or consuming it, I have tasted the feeling of getting it as a trouble in my own life.
Sign off by,
Jeffrey
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